I speak with my music. I abuse strings.

he tells himself to not let negative thoughts overwhelm his cranial region.
but , what's predominant are the negative thoughts.
what good thoughts does he have?
he envies other people who are so happy in pictures,
because he never actually smiled in a picture before.

tears flowed violently down his eyes,
he cried out unto God " Lord , it's so hard. It's just so hard. "
his only wish was to create a better future,
for his past was so bad he didn't want to remember.
nobody accepts , everybody judges. Reality Strikes.
The only one who really accepted him was God.
would you kindly lift me up , please.