At a loss

Striving to create the perfect moments. Beautiful ones that are etched in your head.

Trying to forget the bad ones.

Now tell me, what actually suffices?

What actually satisfies?

I've lost all the positivity in me. I'm becoming a cynic.

Wall of Text

Doing life is hard.

Living , even harder.

If only all my "if only"s came true.

Here's a thousand words for you

Counting the steps

I'm devoid of love,
But I press on.
I'm in lack,
but I appreciate what I have.

A silent tug at his heart, always reminiscing of the past and how things used to be.
As if nothing had happened.

I don't really like chinese songs but.

The pain ceases to leave

You have been lingering on my head.
And I struggle, I admit. I really do.
I just try to make the best of what I have so I'd be happy.
I want to get over this.
I don't know why, I don't know when.
But someday I would somehow.

When Love And Hate Collide

When you don't feel a thing.

You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind
Instead of slamming down the phone girl, for the hundredth time
I got your number on my wall, but I ain't gonna make that call
When divided we stand baby, united we fall

Got the time got a chance gonna make it
Got my hands on your heart gonna take it
All I know I can't fight this flame
You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind
Cause I'm crazy 'bout you baby, time after time

Without you
One night alone Is like a year without you baby
Do you have a heart of stone
Without you
Can't stop the hurt inside
When love and hate collide

I don't wanna fight no more, I don't know what we're fighting for
When we treat each other baby, like an act of war
I could tell a million lies and it would come as no surprise
When the truth is like a stranger, hits you right between the eyes

There's a time and a place and a reason
And I know I got a love to believe in
All I know got to win this time

Expres-SING my thoughts

A song I wrote.



As I was walking on the streets
I saw a girl who seemed so sweet
Would I ever know her name
Would I ever see her again

Her lips were just like honey
Her earrings looked so funny
I wanna know her name
I wanna hug her everyday

What am I waiting for
I should just say hel- lo

Chorus:
I said..
Hey girl can I get your number
Everytime I see you I fumble
I stop what I'm doing just to look at you
I just wanna say I like you.

Your voice is stuck inside my head
I ask myself could this be fate that
That you are the one for me
And I'm the one for you
I care what happens to you
You are on my mind all the time
I wanna hug you when you're sad
I wanna be there when you feel bad

Watch This Space

Haven't been scribbling on this wall.

Doing some publicity for my Band.
Rock Avenue had a great gig at Blackhole on the 4th of July 2010("Rock 4 Earth")
We'll be having another gig at Blackhole (again) on the 21st of August 2010.
We will be opening for "Down In Flamez III" at 6pm SHARP!
SEE YOU GUYS THERE!

LINEUP FOR DOWN IN FLAMEZ III:
5.45 - Doors Open
6 to 6:35 - Rock Avenue
6:35 to 6:45 - Change of Bands
6:45 to 7:20 - Sunset BLVD
7:20 to 7:30 - Change of Bands
7:30 to 8:05 - Skullmania
8:05 to 8:15 - Change of Bands
8:15 to 8:50 - Suicide Solution
8:50 to 9 - Change of Bands
9 to 9:35 - Gutter Bonez
9:35 to 9:50 - Finale song and etc.
9:50 to 10 - Pack up and leave


Stay Rockin` Rollin` \m/

http://www.myspace.com/sgrockavenue

Happy Birthday

Happy birthday to you.
Reminiscence. It's been quite awhile since I last texted you.
I miss you.
I hope you had a great year so far.
Love the times that we had.
Take care of yourself, I know you will.
If you're ever feeling down and have no one else,
you know who to look for.

Goodbye.

It's been awhile hasn't it?

Nobody's like you. I couldn't find anyone else who's like you.

This Hurdle

Toss away the agonizing pain
Throw away that thing that drains.
Lose the bad, take in the good.
Life is love , life is crude.
Every day, every night, I felt so blue.
This Hurdle would I overcome too?


If you want me to stop bothering you, delete and block me so I will never ever get to.

I'll have to stop being impatient.
Time for things to change.
I shouldn't rush into things.

Goldtop Les Paul

http://soft.com.sg/classified/showproduct.php?product=1152&title=epiphone-les-paul-56-27-reissue-goldtop2adiscontinued-2a&cat=1

I always wanted this.

Liberating

It feels kinda liberating that I'm finally free of that emotional trap. Moving on seemed hard but time played a big part in aid. I'm happy that you're happy.
So smile and hope for greater things in store for you in the future :)

Keep it positive.

Today , 26th May of 2010 , would be the day I'll be happy for the things I have. I'll regain the confidence that I used to have and strive for excellence in everything I do. I'll be happy for sure and I'll smile out of uncontrollable joy.

Why is that so?
I've come to a sudden realization that you shouldn't be vexed over the things you do not have but instead be happy for the things you do have.

Giving up

Today after class, my teacher talked to me.
She said I used to be very enthusiastic , and now I seem to be laid-back.
My friends said they never heard me give up on any task given only until recently.
I guess I've lost the confidence I used to have.
Who would make it all better? Or make me smile a little?

Stay , Strong.

You strive to make things better and when things don't work out , you let go.
That's how you become stronger.
By building up that inner defense to strengthen your character.
Stay Strong, Stay courageous.

Tired

There comes a point in life where you feel like stopping. When currently everything in your life tantamount to a void of unhappiness and unworthiness. You notice that you don't smile anymore. You've lost hope. You've lost your fighting spirit. You've lost the drive that gets you going. All that remains is that puny amount of strength to make you last a little longer.

Failz

Mother's Day

This is a mother's day video my brother made.Happy mother's day Mom!


I managed to siphon a very young image of myself.

A Song For You

Brendon Koh - Maybe I lied

Verse1:
Through all the nights, there I stood waiting
With you in my mind, I never complained
Just a look at these eyes of yours, they attracted mine
I think I have fallen for you in the secret
I had these fantasies, of you and me.
So real they seem to me, so tenderly
I can't get them out of my mind, impossible
It seems you're more than just a somebody

Chorus:
Maybe I lied when I said I got over you
Baby I'll die for you just to say I miss you
Never have you left my mind
No no not even once at all
cause darling you have to know this fact
that I , love, you.

Verse2:
Remember the times, where you held my hands so tight
You told me "baby, it was worth waiting for you"
You were so happy , just to be beside me
Those were the times I'll never forget
People told me, if you really love somebody
You should let go, and along with the memories
But no I just can't, let you go
You're stuck in my head for a long long time


When I say I got over you , I was lying
I was lying.
I was just lying.

Bridge:
Why oh why
Hate after love
it's shoudln't be that way