Love

You can't force someone to feel someway.
Neither can you force yourself to feel someway about someone.
You can't force someone to love you.
Neither can you force yourself to love someone.
When someone doesn't love you,
you can't do anything about it.
Well, maybe you can do sweet stuff.
But No, it isn't the things you do that matters.
It isn't the things you say.
It isn't the things you feel.
All these things are part and parcel of what you call - a relationship.

It is the fundamental mutual connection between two people who love and accept each others' weaknesses despite of circumstances. This.is.what.makes.it.last.
It's what makes the ride worthwhile.


If you hated someone very bad, it shows you had truly loved that someone.
If you love someone and that someone no longer loves you,
you let go - not because you forget but because you love that someone in the first place.

I never wanted to be complicated. I wanted it all to be simple.

For now, I'll be striving and trying to , live.

If by chance , we reconcile , it'll.be.beautiful.

Scars

I need a little magic to make it all better.
Forgetting to remember.
Remembering to forget.
Take this battered blood-scarred hands for a wash.
Still the wounds bleed profusely.
The pain starts to sink into the depths of the skin.


The wound that takes time to recover,
leaves the scars behind that stay forever.

Breaking Free

Breaking Free.
A release that would make it all better.
How would it be?
What would it be?
Nobody knows, nobody cares.
For one thing I'm sure,
it's not gonna be revealed.

A little something

A little something for you to look at.
A little something for you to laugh at.
A little something for you to smile at.
A little something for you to cry at.
A little something for you to remember.

I haven't been great. Apologies are flooding in my head.
Throughout this time frame, I learnt that it's never easy going against the current.
But if we see the potential and value, we don't let go easily.
We brave through the winds and persevere.
Some say this is bull, some say this is gold.
P.S twosevenzeroeightzeronine

Angel

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There�s always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it�s hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
I�ll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You�re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There�s vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It don�t make no difference
Escaping one last time
It�s easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You�re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
You�re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

Why

Empty, desolate, despondent heart.

Why oh why are you so downcast?

Cheer up , put on a smile.

If it's impossible ,try to fake it.

I tried I tried I really tried.

The hate is what I receive.

I'll take back all the wrong words I said if I could.

I'll never lose that hug again.

But then again, do I even get to see you?

The picture in my drawer lying ,secretly kept.

Goodnight.

Tension

The moment you are in tension

You will lose your attention

Then you are in total confusion

and you'll feel irritation

This may spoil your personal relation

Ultimately you won't get co-operation

And get things into complication

Then your BP may cause caution

And you may have to take medication

Why not try understanding the situation

And try to think about the solution

Many problems will be solved by discussion

Which will work out better in your profession

Don't think it's my free suggestion

It is only for your prevention

If you understand my intention

You'll never come again into tension!

Boomz

Nicholas popped over to my house today and we talked for awhile before we headed to Joel's. I had a good swim (more of disturbing wilfred) and a shit-ish dinner. Insect in the egg tofu, FML. Proceeded back to Joel's where I downloaded a Game on my iPhone. I recommend this game as it is free. It's a ONLINE RPG game on an iPhone, Kinda cool-ish. Search for " Pocket Legends " on App Store. Followed by a walk to Macdonalds. I must say the Cinnamon Melts are superlicious delicious. But they're a tad too sweet for me. If you wanna get diabetes , there you have it - Cinnamon Melts. I took Joel's hard disk. Updating my hard disk with new movies! kthxbye.

Just think of it as a beautiful memory residing in my sea of thoughts.

One day , just one day, we'll laugh at it like you said.

False Prophet

http://www.submission.org/god-bible.html

The Bible was written 500 years before the Quran.

This is the reason why Muslims cannot consume pork.

[ Matthew 8: 28- 34 ]

²⁸When he arrived at the other side in the region of the Gadarenes,two demon-possessed men coming from the tombs met him. They were so violent that no one could pass that way. ²⁹"What do you want with us, Son of God?" they shouted. "Have you come here to torture us before the appointed time?"

³⁰Some distance from them a large herd of pigs was feeding. ³¹The demons begged Jesus, "If you drive us out, send us into the herd of pigs."

³²He said to them, "Go!" So they came out and went into the pigs, and the whole herd rushed down the steep bank into the lake and died in the water. ³³Those tending the pigs ran off, went into the town and reported all this, including what had happened to the demon-possessed men. ³⁴Then the whole town went out to meet Jesus. And when they saw him, they pleaded with him to leave their region.

How long?

How long will it take me to realize that I am inadequate , weak and selfish?

How long will it take me to realize that I am out of control?

How many times do I have to break your heart before I stop?

How long more do I need to wander aimlessly?

I am sorry Lord for what I've done and what I've been.

Forgive me for I know not what I do.

Take me back to where I belong.

I love you , my Father in heaven.

[ Romans 5:8 ]

⁸But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

They thought this was all stupid.

They laughed and mocked at him.

They spat at him. They disrespected him.

They hated him and his followers.

But this , was what was mentioned.

That many would persecute with no reason,

That many would hate him.

Many would make nasty remarks.

Yet he died for the unworthy.

He loved those who hated him up to today.

His love was unconditional.

He is Jesus.

Forgive them lord, for they know not what they do.

You would never understand if you never tried to.

[ John 15: 18 - 20 ]

“If the world hates you, know that it has hated me before it hated you. If you were of the world, the world would love you as its own; but because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you. Remember the word that I said to you: ‘A servant is not greater than his master.’ If they persecuted me, they will also persecute you. If they kept my word, they will also keep yours.

The Mask

Disclaimer: Nothing personal or political. Just a random poem.

The Mask

A glance or peek what do I see?

I try to probe and there you flee.

You hide yourself behind a mask,

In lies and hypocrisy you happily bask.

You think your life is problem-free

An enigma you would always be.

Focus

Focus on the good, not on the bad.
Take charge, take control.
Brace the storm.
Persevere, don't give up.
Change your perspective.
Take the lead.
Strengthen, Empower , Endure.
Always be thankful.
Last but not least, THINK NOT FEEL.

The hidden tears

Often at times it seems so saddening
That the hidden tears never stopped flowing
The constant thought of life that's ending
The life he had always thought of throwing
He didn't know why he was still living
He thought that music provided some healing
He tried to strive through the ongoing war
The war he fought and never won before
He needed people to be there for him
The chances of people who actually cared was slim
He wanted be there for people too
He figured it was too good to be true
He met someone who brought him together
Back on feet, he was so eager
He thought in his mind that it was forever
Then he realized - he was a failure.

The thoughts that revolved around him portrayed a melancholic overview of who he was.
He felt so happy being around people. He wished he could be with them forever.
These people come and go , as and when they like.
They didn't understand, no they didn't.
Nobody would , nobody would ever comprehend,
what I am and who I am.
Because frankly , I am not even that sure about me myself.
It's not something lucid or something simple.

I don't like to be complicated when it need not be.
For what you see , is just the happy side of me.

The Guy

You may hate me. You may despise me. You may judge me. Do all these, and you'll never know me. The outcomes that I expect of various situations keep coming true. No, I don't want these presumptions to be true, but they always do. Humans are a confusing lot. Some people have this mentality " I just hate/don't like this person " with no apparent reason. These are the people who have issues. Don't base your conclusions about somebody on hear-say or rumors or on "What you think you know about the person". Get to know the person first, before hating the person - at the very least. You should know who I'm talking about.

All I want is some space to breathe. Why would you want to choke up all the space there is left for me? Just , let live?

I have so many things to do and I have no idea why I am doing all these things.
All I know for now is that , life's a drag. It's like me dragging my body wherever it needs or has to go.

Viewer Discretion : laughing scenes

Booooobs

This is OMG.


Lol.